WTS! Poem: Fading Away

I feel as though I am fading.
Nothing more is relating.
I am skating alone.
You are not home anymore.
Slowly drifting from my life.
I wish I asked you to be my wife.
Now I am fading here alone.
Like I am you and death is me.
I am fading from my body slowly dieing.
Because I let you go.
Nothing matters anymore.
I do not smile and the sun is dull.
Wish I held you close.
The mist is covering my sight.
I am also going blind.
You were once my life now you are my mortal wound.
I will walk until I become one with the mist.

WTS! Have you heard of the STOLKHOLMS SYNDROME?

If you have read some of my other post.Which I hope you have. I want to remind you of a situation where I spoke about religion and manipulation or loyalty in the case. Well doing some research I found this thing called Stolkholms syndrome which I find very intresting. So I will tell you a little about this. It is when a victim,it can be someone being kidnapped or being abused submitting to their abuser and falling in love with them. THere was a case in which hostages at a bank were trying to cover up for their robbery. Why? It is believed that being put in a life threatning situation and being shown little acts of kindness make them feel favored in some way or special.By kindness I mean not smacking them around or doing whatever torture on them. Some believe that raped victims gave birth to children whom they showed love for therefore those children carried a passive type gene.They are so many situations and many theories thrown out there. A recent movie has come out called moonlight which is about a wife taking her husband hostage as he says he will leave off with another woman.It turns out they both become hostages and in the situation the man gets the syndrome and falls in love with his life again. Some say death threats could also provoke also. Though I have seen it myself a husband trying to get his wife back did not work out. So all in all the victims gain sympathy for there abusers and fall in a state of love or mercy. So next time you feel trapped in a cage where all your thoughts are succumbed to this illusion remember that no matter what happens you should have your goals. Never be manipulated, know what you want. If you happen to fall in love with your abuser who tortures you remember that not all stories have a happy ending.Your chances of having a happy ending will be higher if you learn to love yourself before loving another.

WTS! Fallen Star

Something I wrote while listening to disturbed prayer.

This is the shadow of the sun. The place where life does not get enough.Oh I feel forsaken. I feel indestructible. Take it all away. I feel like a moon without its sun. Whose splender has been ripped away. Take it all away. Ive fallen from the sky and can not find. Find the treasure I seek. I destroy what I touch. Like a warrior in battle with no companions. Its a war between me and the world. Ive fallen from the heavens. They seek to kill me with their swords, its a battle. Me against the world. I have no light yet I fight for the sun. Destroying and corrupting until I find. Take it all away. A warrior fighting without mercy. Im inderstructible the uncorruptible star hoping to banish in the light. Im an all consuming fire with a darkened heart. Give me your breathe so I can feel one step closer.

WTS!Food for the Star:
Write something while listening to music.

WTS! Ghost Story

Ok so I should do a poll on how many people have had a spooky experience. I myself had have enough to confirm that they are real well at least for myself.
Today I would like to share the one time I was sleeping on my bed and then so a shadow figure.I have done some research and people suggest that it is sleep paralysis.This happened to me twice but the second time the shadow figure as I got up tried to strangle me.I placed my hand on it and yelled "In Jesus name be gone".It worked I was terrified.That was one experience,I was going through some turbulent times.Which I think was the reason more things were happening.Follow me that way you get to see what else has happened to me.The experience that I gained also and how it has strengthened my faith.Share your story.

WTS!ACTIVITY FOOD FOR THE STAR:
So for the activity I want you to watch one episode of paranormal state.Search it on
google or youtube.

WTS! Enjoying Music.Flyleaf

So I am going to post a song. For some this may not be there
type of music but remember WTS!is about experiencing new things
with an open mind. In a way to teach you to appreciate all
things.Well this song I will post is by Flyleaf. Through times
I was hurt after being left by mother feeling abandoned,I found
comfort in the music as I felt I could relate. Mostly we can
relate to the music of flyleaf. Thus the reason why I love art,
because it always puts us on the stand which is why it is a star
moment a wts! moment.I will explain what this song is about if
you do not understand.Well at least my perspective.



So Flyleaf has its christian origins. Being a Christian myself
I would like to teach you some things that you do not regularly
learn at your Catholic church. And it realtes to the song
So the start of the song it is from a righteous
perspective as if God himself were speaking to the broken hearted
person.Obviously in this case its a person who thinks everything
depends on them thinking they can achieve all things for themselves.
as it says "living like it all depends on you".
In other words a greedy person because as we have heard
we need GOd to help us accomplish our goals.In the bible
it says those who do not surrender will suffer.This person
who is suffering for their
sins you can say or their selfish acts are in pain, probably
because they are at loss full of guilt and can not find a way
out.Let us say a business man who no longer knows what to do
as his business falls. Well in this case it is for not seeking
God and thinking that he himself could make his business stand
without God. The business can represent anything
in relation to building or something that needs building for
example a home a family. Moving on the man gets on his knees
"Trying to find air to breathe again" In other words looking
for change a new hope. And GOd says or whoever is the
person who is righteous and knows the way says "Only surrender
will help you now" than it says "I love you and believe me
please see again" is God saying I forgive you get up from you
weeping and have confidence. Then it shows what sins he had
commited or the wrong deeds "with face value wisdom and happy
lies" meaning a wrong sense of knowledge.Lets go back to
the analogy of the business man he has a wrong sense of
how to run a business so he is lieing constantly. Which
gets him later as he will be on his knees again crying
at what "they say" which in this case can mean any
negative voice that takes his faith and confidence.
"Your so close to me you nearly died" This goes in hand
with God being an almighty presence and if he reveals
himself completely he can kill someone with his holy presense
as that which is unholy can no live with in it.
Than the Lord says "They do not have to understand you
so be still" As Jesus said to the wind Be still as the
ocean waves frightened the apostoles.So this shows that
the man is turbulent inside perhaps because he has a duty
to fulfill that others just might not understand.
For example in the bible it shows that some are commanded
to do some absurd things to get something better in return
and so it happens. So this is a way to give the message
to the man to be still and have faith that he will
stop the ocean waves and the winds that frighten him.
"wait and know I understand you" In other words be patient
and do not jump to conclusions of others not understanding,
if they do not do not worry because I do.Those words are
touching which is why i love this artist.Well proceeding.
It repeats the men stumbling again, but than it says
"The flood gates are opening and pouring out" This is
a theme used in christianity showing that the blessings of
GOd are coming upon that person.Then it says the person
is on their knees again right were God wants them to be.
Then it says "SEE AND BELIEVE AGAIN" this is pretty much
potraying the will of GOd.Meaning that sometimes God lets
us suffer like the lepers because in the meantime he will
reveal his divine nature and heal them."See and believe"
means you are forgiven.That being said.Hope you enjoyed
and may the flood gates touch you.

WTS!ACTIVIY FOOD FOR THE STAR:
Look up a flyleaf song and see if you can see any
christian symbols in it.This will help your analytical
skill.If you want me to analyze a song of flyleaf or any
feel free to add and I will help you understand them.

WTS! Craigslist!

Thanks for visiting.Feel free to check out my blogs. Follow them as I will have many blogs on various subjects.Get a new perspective on things.And expand your knowledge by following some of my excersizes that give you new experiences.I am a very artsy person so I can inspire and cause creativity and I can teach how to be inspired if your not easily inspired.That will probably be my next blog.Make your own blogs by going to blogspot.com the main page.Add me to your friends so I can read your blogs!

WTS!ACITIVITY:
So this blogs activity is to try out another blog activity that I have posted.Trust me they are fun.And enjoy the experiences that is what it is about.

WTS! ANIME,CRUNCHYROLL.COM What is GOOD?

Ok so I am an anime fan.For those of you who do not know they are not cartoons,something my father would say and make him look blantantly
ignorant,I say it with respect.Anime is Japanese manga or comics.
Well for my activity I will post a link to a site so that you can
know the difference between anime and a cartoon.
Either way I have watched tons of anime and have to say I do
enjoy them.I have to say what my favorite one is.The winner goes to
Hitman Reborn.It is an awesome anime very funny and charming.It is
everything you ask for in an anime well at least a PG anime.I watched
the anime on crunchyroll,they have tons of anime.comment
what what you think of the anime I suggested or tell me what is your favorite.

WTS!ACTIVITY:
So here is the link http://anime.about.com/od/beforeyoubuy/tp/animevcartoons.htm
have fun learning something new.For those who know nothing about
anime well I want you to go to the website and watch one episode
of anime. It is free so do not worry. Tell me what you thought about
it.

WTS! Call-Duty Modern Warfare 2 XBOX360 GAMERS

So Christmas is coming up and my B-day is a few days away.I am so excited and I can't wait.I want CODwarfare2,if I dont get it I will buy it for myself even though I am going to go broke.So yea tell me how you like the game and how long you have been playing. What other games do you recommend? Oh and do not forget rate them.If you want my gamertag just ask.Still haven't got 100 friends.Though I have to say to many friends brings lots of ordeals because sometimes you have to choose one over the other.For example I had just made a friend cool guy than I had another friend who wanted to play also I wanted to play with them both so I just told them I will play one hour with one and another with the other person.Thank God I did not have another friend who wanted to play at that moment.I just hate to leave someone I feel we get along well alone.Or atleast that is the way they act when I tell them I am going to play with another friend,they make me feel bad.Haha darn manipulators.Well once I get MODERN WARFARE I will be able to play with some old friends I have not been able to play with because I do not have the same games.Oh lets not forget today's WTS!ACTIVITY.

WTS!ACTIVITY:
For this activity since we are talking about games.I want you to do some reasearch on how games benefit people.Yep that is right they actually benefit some.I also want you to do something different for entertainment.If you always play video games take a day off and watch movies instead.If you always watch movies and television,take a day and look for some free games or get yourself some game entertainment.It will give you a whole new experience.Or spend your day watching some music videos on youtube.Feel free to make more suggestions for my activity.

WTS! Depression.You can make a difference!

Well if you have done the wts! activity on my last post than you know what it is
like to be depressed or at least what triggers your sad mood. If you did not read that post well I asked that the person make themselves cry. Very reasonable way to
understand oneself and what triggers these emotions.
The best way to trigger these emotions are with memories
of times that you have felt pain. Like the loss of a loved one, a trauma of abuse you
have suffered or someone else has, or just the memory or picture of someone crying
which you imitate. When you successfully completed the activity you are one
step closer to controlling your emotions or at least understand them. This is a way
to fight depression, by changing those pictures or memories that trigger your wts!
mood of the lonely star. So instead picturing a wts! lonely star
envision a wts! star with all the others of millions that surround it and is not
lonely. Instead of feeling worthless feel valuable. On my next post I will
be a little more personal and explain my experience with this topic but now its
time for a WTS! Activity.
If you are having thoughts your suicide hotline, I really don't know if that works
but try out my activity it might help.

WTS! ACTIVITY: Well you've cried and you felt pulled down. Now it is time to
relax and clear your mind. I want you to get a candle of a vibrant color that you
really like. If you don’t have one go and buy one.(WTS! activities are to make
time for yourself, to help others.)You can do this in your imagination but the point
is to manifest that which is in your mind. Moving on.
When your home during the night look at the beautiful light that lights up your
home and how you appreciate it, think of how you appreciate it.
Your going to be lighting up your candle pretty soon in a quiet relaxing place.
So I want you to look at that candle and see how its already beautiful because
of the color you chose but look at it as incomplete because it still missing
its purpose, its reason and that is to provide light. A sad little candle meant
to be lit up just looks so empty turned off. That is what it is like when you are
depressed. Your missing that light with in. So now I want you to find the perfect
place and say to the light that you have the answer to its sadness. I want you
to think of someone whether it be you who is depressed or someone you might
not know who is thinking about ending their life because they are empty with
in. Missing that light that gives off warmth. Now look at the fire that you hold
and share it with the candle who represents someone whom you feel
needs warmth. When that is done turn off your homes light and just meditate
and think about the lit up candle. Think on that what the star moment when
you gave light to that candle whose purpose was to have light. Sharing that
light is what wts! is about. It is about sharing what and being appreciative.
Receiving and giving. Enjoying and give others joy. Sorrow does not have to last
forever. Now after you have your lit candle jus sit and enjoy for about 10 minutes
or however long you wish just enjoying the light seeing it in many ways.
Give it meaning. The moment you first saw it, and think of the future when it
will no longer be with you. But do not grieve about it rather enjoy every second.
Making the moment last.

WTS!Manipulation in religion.Are you religious?For victims of abuse.

Ok, truth is I am still on the fence when it comes to trying to fit the divine in religion.Religion is based on acts and rituals,something I see daily and do not disagree with,but do so when religion goes wild because of a leader.By wild I mean an intolerant society hateful and full of wrath against another community or people.We have seen cults from religious figures gaining power and soothe their enchanted followers to some very insane things.I have been a victim of that and truly say I have been indoctrinated and thanks be to the divine I have been freed from such a wicked burden.What I mean by that is that indoctrination gives you a very narrow view of things pretty much the one that religious leaders propose and it just so happens that most are unrealistic.They are ideals of the vain imagination.They are fantasies,and I do agree some do come true but what happens when the fantasy is a Hitler fantasy?leading to an extermination of a type of human because they see others as inferior.Like the muslims who seek to conquer the four corners of the world.And will do so by any means.I am not saying all muslims but the ones you hear about on t.v the radicals the suicide bombers,might I add that christianity has its own army of hateful cruel people.Imagine if there was belief with in the christian community that if you killed homosexuals and if it meant dieing for it you would gain paradise.That being said lets move on.
Ever hear of the homosexual who commited suicide?I watched on the Tyra Banks show homosexuals who despised themselves because of their orientation.Might I say that such views only arise because of the antichristian community.Like I said I have my own view of christianity and those who oppose and hate themselves pretty much reveal themselves to me as antichrist,and do not forget despise others.So going back to the homosexual.Society is mostly driven by morals of the insane.Insane because they condemn yet they are equal of such fault.Like Hitler who was part jew and definitely did not fit the stereotype of his divine creation.Like the wise man once said "Hypocrites!"and in his mind wondered WTS!.So what is it that drives the people to follow these insane rambling fearmongerers?That's right fear.
When you instill fear you make the person feel incomplete,insecure thus they seek for an answer a ritual a herb an antidote for their discomfort.They are seeking for a star a wts! moment.In religion those who instill that fear have very well prepared the words to make you complete and their word becomes the antidote so they will be saying to themselves finally with a loud WTS!.And might I add someone causing you to say WTS! many times will be able to persuade you in things you might have once never thought of.In other words a person who has the power to make you say WTS! has power over you if you let yourself be vulnerable.But wait there is more to the little robot builder,you instill fear than you give them a burden of guilt.You overload them and you destroy them with it.You make them regret the very breathe inside of them.Ofcourse while doing this you blame it on them,then you add a magic button when you are no longer the manipulator but the savior the one who shocks them than gives them a soothing relief.
A favorite teaching of mine.I say that because I have been manipulated in such form so this is all experience and I do not hold any grudges and find it quite a knowledge booster to have such suffering experiences,though I wouldn't mind to have been born in a billionaires home in other words have a billionaire as my Father who pays every cent and lack nothing and suffer nothing.It just means that there is no reason for me to look for someone to provide what I lack.Religious leader make many promises to fufill the poor and the cure is to send them a few dollars or loyalty and somehow you will go from poverty to richy rich.And if you do believe that feel free to send me some money and may your belief pay you back more than those on television.Moving on.My experience you give the person guilt and than relieve them with like I said before my old time favorite removing that guilt and blaming it on another,ever hear of the devil?Yep its not your fault its the devils.Its the devil with in you who is to blame.Or the sin within you.The reason why the homosexual hates himself and the heterosexual hates him.In religion the heterosexual sees the devil in them and see not the devil in themselves.Thus leading to the hypocrites.I think it would work better if religion didn't say there is a devil in us or sin because how can you look at someone and say how beautiful they are?Exactly you can't unless your suffering from bipolar,saying to them how disgusting they are and the next moment how beautiful they are and they are God's creation.So that being said put guilt on them than tell them how its not their fault and they will see a light with in you.Than you treat them with rewarding words,like how they are beautiful ect. ect. and they will feel from worthless to meaningfully valuable and you were the one who spoke the words.There you go you have a lil robot at your possesion.You become the light.One who you placed guilt on or told them how disgusting they are and than shed some light by saying they are beautiful.It really does not make sense if your not charismatic you need to make that emotion rise.That being said do not let others pull your strings and get a hold of your emotions to make you feel meaningless.Because the moment you lost confidence in yourself is the moment you become vulnerable.Vulnerable to the vultures seeking for you,the weak and the broken.They are not looking to make friends nope they are seeking to eat you up.Which goes back to what I said before the poor paying the mighty rich leader so that they can get out of their poverty.I know the bible shares a story of the poor lady tributing her last penny.But nowhere does it say she got all her money back,rather it said she had faith.Another thing to question is that the bible also shares that God will watch over his people so to question why that poor lady is poor?Well it was to reveal the will of God they say.I prefer the miracles of healing the sick over that part of the poor paying the fat belly leaders who are faithless hypocrites yet get the tribute of the faithful.So all these beautiful stories and words of a beautiful stories somehow get manipulated to make you the harlot who weeps at the feet of the savior instead of being the faithful follower who never once shed a tear but except the loss of a loved one but never of guilt.Todays mainstream christianity requires you to be a weeping harlot to be considered a disciple,let me add the harlot cried once and never again.And never where the disciple taught to hate the homosexual,rather love them as themselves.If it did say to hate the homosexual I think we would have seen the apostole cutting up some people and being hypocrites because the wise man said that if we hate someone we have commited murder.Now who is guilty?Uh oh.Do not worry it is not your fault it is the devils who is not in you but in a lonely dark place.Ummm and if you think you are in a lonely dark place than I might take my words back,just joking.It just means someone has touch your guilty button and you have realized that you can not be loyal to the one who placed that guilt on you.So do not waste your time in your woes over not being good enough to follow your Hitler rather rejoice there is salvation from his wrath.Be glad you were not the homosexual who commited suicide because they were not part of the master race according to the "christians".By homosexual I mean the oppressed who have not harmed a soul yet are viewed equal to those who have.Hypocrites enjoy oppressing making people their slaves.So be glad you are no longer their slaves but an advocate of freedom.You do not have to be a homosexual when I say homosexual I mean those who have been blamed to sin when there is no guilt in their actions.If you are guilty of some cruel actions like abusing the innocent soul than you are the harlot and its an appropriate time to say you are forgiven but have nothing to do with enslaving the innocent.Abuse takes many forms and religion is one of them,most abuse victims commit suicide because they feel lacking in competence.The abusers make up things to make them feel imcompetent,either by screaming a lie loud enough they believe you or make rules they can not keep and punish them for it.Let us not ponder on that cruelty though but rejoice that it can end.SO WTS! give up the old and change everytime for the better if you think your not.Just so you know I forgive my abusers and wish them good I do not really hold a grudge.I hope you do the same and become cheerful light.Reach for the star.

WTS! ACTIVITY!!!Food For The Star:
So here is todays activity.Its an excercize to give you a wts! moment.Make yourself cry.Yep you heard me.Make yourself cry!WTS!Cry as hard as you can.Share with us how you made yourself cry and if anything touched you that you discovered about yourself while crying.Like if you realized a negative thought that does still haunt you.To benefit from it recognize it and let it go.Like in yoga releasing the negative and breathing in the positive blue cleaning away the black negativity.Remember the excersizes are to help you gain experience in knowing yourself and others.With your response you show others and reading others response you learn.

WTS?Ever feel like your reaching for a star you just can't grasp?or you actually reach it and are just like WTS! Well I have some golden fries for you

Title is what the StarBecause I will mostly be way ahead of you before you notice to look a little higher.Which might have happened for some already.So be respectful and say WTS or "what the star" instead of what the( @*&^).Why?Because we are trying to to reach a
higher level of understanding(cough).
This writing is not to be read by the weak and most definitely those who do not appreciate the
art of writing.Everything is as it is suppose to be.Grammar ect. ect. My informality in grammar
might give you the idea of a bum on the streets but lets be honest,have you questioned
whether that man who seems to be rich is about to lose his home?In other words maybe that
rich guy does not have what you are looking for,he just might not be rich.
We are not talking about money here.
The point is don't judge just yet.If my grammar does appear formal and proper than
just remember that the rich guy just might be rich :)
So now I get to the goodies.Just so you
know you have them,and please share.If you think Im a bum be charitable and if you think
Im the rich guy boy are you gonna get paid back threefold (cough). Still pondering if my germs
will spread through the internet every time I cough???(Sure comment on that idea if you like but I have a WTS ACTIVITY!!!Food For The Star.

WTS! ACTIVITY!!!Food For The Star:
If your gonna follow me and reach for the star than share a what the star moment.
Trust me you will not regret a moment of it.Daily Food for the star will satisfy.
Oh and this is not a heavens gate cult where I will tell you to drink poison to take a ride on a star.Though i will ask you to do it not in a nonliteral sense might I note most likely you will be taken that cruise if you follow my program (cough).Please read on with precaution.A what the star moment is anytime you felt a moment of emotion or experience (basically anytime in life).It can be a beautiful one or ugly,the point is that it has impacted you.It caused a difference in your life of how you view things or showed you another perspective of how others view things.
Remeber its what the star now!wts! not what the (cough).Though a (coughing) moment is a what the star moment aswell so share.Anything goes and you cannot be wrong.Share let others say wts! to your comment.I will share with you one moment of my life,as well next time and will go on and do a little twist and turns on your brain or if they are twisted straighten them out a bit.I will be hoping to get a variety of comments and say wts! to most of your shared wts! moments.Feel free to express whatever you wish,
think of it like therapy say whatever you think.Remeber sharing is caring.HANDS FREE SHARING.For the christamas spirit remember Santa will know if you've been naughty(cough) or nice(cough).I like naughty. J/K mom.wts!

WTS!What the Star(cough) INTRO.

What are my blogs about?they are hands free creative writing.I love to stimulate the mind and
most definitely intend to stimulate yours.Humans love stimulation(cough).I will speak about many topics and always love to hear your own because just as I like to be heard I am sure you do too. So its a perfect time to express.The good thing about my blogs is that its variable and flexible meaning we can get personal (cough,cough).Sorry for all the coughing getting sore throat.
So yea I hope to make this a roller coaster ride.Adrenaline junkies get ready to be fed.
Ask me what you would like me to blog about
and I will gladly do so.If you feel offended for no reason go ahead and say it,I am sure
your in a WTS in mood.Oh they are little word puzzles in my writing I reveal things
at the appropriate time (cough).Some of you think your ahead the game huh.Well
that is my intro. Comment on anything,about you me or the lil aliens in America.If I am not wild enough for you yet than hold on to your trampoline.Ooops bad analogy.
Well this is just my intro next one I am posting in a few minutes will require your part.Feel free to spam your feelings.